I've been really depressed lately, but sometimes I don't know why. I'll just become sad for no reason. I'd really like to talk to a psychiatrist, but that would mean my parents would have to spend money. I feel like I'm already a financial burden to them, because both my brothers will be in college next year, and college is expensive. I feel like my parents' lives would be easier if I wasn't around to support anymore. They would have more money in the bank and be happier. I just wish I could be happy.